Made it through my depression yesterday. Successfully avoided alcohol or pills. Woohoo! Thanks in large part due to my sister for calling and checking in on me - we talked on the phone for quite awhile and this in turn distracted me away from the bottle.
Today the pain has continued back and forth - I’m okay, I’m so tired I need a nap, no wait, I’m okay, UGH cramp! etc etc and so forth.
WHEN THE HELL IS GEORGE GOING TO ARRIVE? He missed the first arrival date of the 11th back on Tuesday. Next guessed arrival date isn’t til Monday the 17th (on my half-year birthday ;)).
Current complaints are severe bloating leading my elbows and knees to ache with throbbing pain. I have moderate low back pain and on and off mild to moderate uterine pain.
My whole back feels screwed as the upper back tries to compensate for the tightened lower back, which is in defense mode against the pain welling up in that region.
It’s only 9pm and I want to go to bed. Maybe I should.