Woke up around 2am, severe cramps immediately followed. Took a Tylenol 3.

Woke up around 9am and turned over, severe cramps immediately followed. Took a Tylenol 3.

Struggling to stay awake. Feeling bad cuz i know today is going to be even more a blur than yesterday. Feeling bad cuz whenever I am off work, I think of all the stuff that can be done around the house, even little stuff, like tackling the scrapbook project of yore. But even organising photos and cutting up old newspapers and magazines is too much when in pain and/or on the meds. The only thing I really have is the laptop. If I didn’t have that, I’d be even more miserable. I used to be more miserable, just laying in bed, staring at the walls or out the window, longing for some connection to the outside world.

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