Special reminder to myself – DO NOT TAKE PLAN B

My husband and I had a lovely wedding anniversary weekend.

As seems to be typical of us on anniversary celebrations, we were not as careful as we should have been during intimacy. And well I’m just super paranoid in general about getting pregnant.

Since yesterday, I’ve wrestled with whether or not I should take Plan B. I knew that I had a warning in my journal about Plan B, so I just read through it:

Me and synthetic hormones don’t mix.

The very latest I can take Plan B would be Wednesday night. But my period is due five days later.

If I take the Plan B, my period might come early, which will seriously throw a monkey wrench in the surgery date, because they won’t operate on me if I’m on my period or within 48 hours of it.

After taking Plan B, my next period could be up to 3 days late, as happened back in 2009. This might counter the previous period being early, but I don’t wanna mess with it.

And let’s not forget the crazy – I just stabilised emotionally after having tried CBD for pain management back on July 26th.
I don’t want to go back into severe depression and suicidal ideation all over again from taking Plan B.

So now I get to spend the next week in anxiety mode over whether or not I might be pregnant, but it’s better than a month or more of emotional whack…but then if I AM pregnant, it will be much worse, emotionally, on me.

AAAAGGGGHHHHHHHH.

It’s one of those rare times where I’m actually looking forward to getting my period.

*sigh*

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